Unblock the Flow of Love

This poem reflects my experience with infatuation, pacing in new love, and transmuting old patterns into vital experiences.

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I know I want you

All the texts say wanting leads to suffering

But I do

The stories and programming in me

Say that you are my one and only

The mother of my child

The wife to my life

But the truth is, I know I want you

I brace for pain

Don't want her

I say

I brace for heartbreak and rejection

All the texts say wanting leads to suffering

But I do, I know I want you

So if the timing is wrong

If you are not my one and only

I won't be lonely, I will let

This energy rise

To want is to live fully

There is no choice in want

To yearn or pine is a choice

To misinterpret my signals of want

Into need

Is to distort this kundalini rising

To force the snake into a foreign den

Today I will let the serpent express itself fully

A tender intensity

Slithering into shakes and shivers up my spine

So thank you Want

And thank you K***

Thank you A****

For showing me how many times

I have misinterpreted the

First step of

The divine union